Time for CHANGE

I'm officially tired of sitting around guiding my current life in not particular direction. I woke up this morning motivated to stop procrastinating, to devote my life to being the best I can be and not slacking off for no good reason. I've lied to myself long enough, thinking the things I do in children's church classifies me as a good Christian. At the back of my mind I knew how wrong I was being, yet its taken me this long to bring myself back to the "light". How pathetic a person I was to act like God wasn't watching my every move, and that he would forgive me, like he's always done. Sure God forgives but why should I not even try?
Can you imagine how many people in this world live their life in absolute chaos, with no faith or understanding of the things in their everyday life that are slowly pushing them toward the kingdom of darkness! Children who have never been shown how peaceful living can be. They go about their day hurting because they can not feel the love that our LORD is giving them. Their parents are so far themselves in sin that they do not possess the ability to save their children. I do not have any of my own, but the 15 children in our church's "Rock" program i look after are dear to my heart. An to see their joy for the life they have, I only wish that for every child.
Thats why my life must change. I need to be that example of a good Christian, not just for my own gain but for that of the children I see every Sunday and the people I encounter. God has a plan for all of us. He has our future all figured out, we just need to make the right decisions to get there. Everyone is capable of getting there. He only asks that along the way we don't leave anyone behind. The children of "The Rock" are my mission not to leave behind whether I find the future set for me or not.